What exactly gave rise to Refuse the Program and the overall desire to put statements such as “I Refuse to be Programmed” on clothing articles and other accessories?
As time has progressed into the years past 2014 – gradually a variety of events and occurrences began to strike me as odd. Of course initially I paid no mind to most things as younger people typically do. Not out of intention but because of the way that society had guided me to think. When I was in school I absolutely despised it. So much so that I spent my time from 7th grade teaching myself about computers while using my schools network as the training ground. My desire to not be at school was so strong in fact, that in 11th grade I had finally figured out how to access the system that the school district used to manage their operations (an extremely advanced ERP system called TEAMS by Prologic which has become Frontline Education – which a majority of Texas schools use). I still remember the exact URL to access it which I assume and would hope is no longer the same because it was https://teams.tylerisd.org/common/EntryPointSignOnAction.do — Please hold.
Upon curious investigation (lol) if you use this link it does redirect to the current login after it gives you an unmatched SSL certificate error.
Anyway, once I had the access and could, I modified my schedule removing all classes except for Math, Chemistry, English and History. Our high school had A and B days that included 4 classes each which meant that I had 2 classes on A-Day and 2 classes on B-Day and then had “work-release.” Since the changes were made by actual accounts that were within range of the counselors that worked doing such changes no one was able to notice or pinpoint that anything had happened. My teachers questioned nothing (because I kept the same teachers except for moving myself into my all-time favorite teacher’s English class) and there was no alarm since the audit records aligned. Funny enough not one of them questioned the fact that they never signed the change forms but needless to say all of those teachers I kept and Ms. Barnes who I added were ones I respected and in reality who has time to question one student who obviously had a whole schedule rearrangement. I imagine they just thought whatever happened was above their pay-grade.
Now one might wonder how someone could dislike going to school enough to literally commit 21 juvenile felonies for Tampering with Government documents just to get out of school early? Well that’s easy:
1. Because I could tell instinctively that my time was being wasted for the most part
2. Aside from the fact that public education is not designed in a way that actually inspires actual learning (with the exception of some very wonderful teachers that are out there… still I hope) but the social construct of it all was very unappealing for me as it was just a conjugative cesspool of forced interactions with people that I otherwise would have liked to avoid.
3. Aside from likely having atypical undiagnosed autism, the reality of it is that public school is not only less likely to result in your child being educated (especially as it continues to degrade in quality due to combination of corporatized curriculum and technological dissolution), but actually due to the way it has been setup embeds in children the hatred of learning in general.
Think about it kids forge through what they have to and once its done they essentially dissociate away from anything that has to do with gaining knowledge. This I think is intentional because this, once instilled will in most cases never be remedied as they go through life.
It wasn’t until several years after I graduated (yes, I did manage to do this once they restored and recalculated my credits after my modifications) that I began to see that things didn’t really line up right with some things I was seeing in my life. Early on I saw some things about conspiracy theories like that show with Jesse Ventura that came on TruTV back around 2010-ish.
Which upon looking up was called Conspiracy Theory with Jesse Ventura (lol).
Some of the things they talked about didn’t exactly register with me as overtly alarming in the immediate, while some did spark a recognition that something about the “coincidences” and events pointed out were not exactly possible if there wasn’t something causing them to align. Regardless it didn’t cause me to put on the foil hat at that time as like most people I was focused on completely different things in my direct day-to-day life that held my attention.
It wasn’t until around late 2015 when I saw the candidates for president were Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton that I really just was stunned that my reality had led to this set of options. Yet the proverbial “can of worms” wasn’t really opened until the story of PizzaGate came into the scene. And just like most people, initially I saw them state on the news that it was a hoax and there was no substance to these accusations. And initially that was okay for me… until for whatever reason I came to the realization that in order to truly feel okay due to the severity of the details surrounding the “hoax” that I Myself, needed to at least put in a few minutes to research and see with my own eyes how exactly these allegations could even be able to come into existence.
So I went and did some simple internet searches which led me to a couple of different sites a Reddit discussion, Wikileaks which contained John Podesta’s emails, and a couple of videos on YouTube. And very, very quickly I was forced into a very hindering realization – based on the compilation of information I saw, I was not only forced to recognize that there was no way the subject could be considered a hoax but based on the set of information I saw I could logically conclude that if I were a law enforcement agency I had seen enough evidence that I would need to start a formal investigation into every component and aspect of the things just regular people were able to decode from certain codewords that were used in the emails of this man.
In fact one user in the group put together an amazing video compiling the findings and showed piece by piece the steps as things linked together. People were working together online and began to investigate as a group submitting findings and we all followed this user until eventually the video was in fact deleted and he informed that he would no longer be posting or assisting any further after John Podesta himself began to threaten this guy’s family, so far as to send threatening messages containing his mother’s home address (which I actually saw first hand). However, this video was so valuable in showing the severe actuality of the situation that I actually went and had to use some special tactics to actually attempt to recover it because the only version available online today is a corrupted version on dailymotion that freezes almost instantly.
Luckily I was able to “recover it from the past” to put it simply because I was able to remember the title of the video word for word. If you happen to want to see it I can provide a link upon request. Simply request a link for the PG video through the main contact form and I will send you an email with a link.
But then came the overall and forceful question that came to mind very quickly… How in the world could [A] out of everyone that was made aware of this how no law enforcement agencies actually done so and [B] what does the fact that no one had done so truly mean in actuality… Those two questions began to burn in my mind and as time continued I began to wonder what exactly did it mean and how could it be so directly visible and nothing actually be done about it. The people who were involved were people who are supposed to be worthy of the trust of the nation… yet the implications of what was being found showed not only should they not be trusted, but that they should be immediately put in prison for quite possibly the rest of however long their lifespans might be. The fact of all this made it very difficult for me to feel comfortable in day-to-day life for a while. In reality it really damaged my comprehension of the reality that I existed within because it certainly didn’t align with anything that I was taught or led to believe based on the constructs of society that had trained my comprehension of how our reality worked.
I then came to the realization that “conspiracy theories” can only be a theory if there is no evidence to support it being factual. So I then began to research and used my computer skills to begin scouring the internet for documents, articles, publications, books – anything that was able to be considered verifiable evidence (I now have over 120GB of files some of which I have made public here). And it was at this point that I began to recognize that not only had a majority of my life been a carefully constructed “house of mirrors” in the sense that what I had been told was the real world and much of what I was taught in relation to history in general was incorrect. Then it became more and more clear that a majority of modern events that mainstream outlets kept people focused on were just a surface level understanding of certain aspects of happenings that had a variety of connections that were linked underneath. Not only that, but the particular aspects that the news and other sources tend to have people focus on incite confusion and divide the people into various sectors and have them target each other when in reality the issue is being guided by an entirely different enemy that I have recently learned is very aware of what it is doing, and it is very intentional.
That’s when it became clear that we as a whole had been manipulated for the better part of the past 80 years. And then as I learned more I began to understand that we had been programmed by a compilation of illusory events that were meant to hold peoples attention to the surface level events long enough for them (whomever they may be) to build the walls of the cage up to the point where people could not get out. And that is why I decided to voice that I myself, refuse to be programmed any further and that whatever their end goal is is detrimental to nature and the world we live in.
This article will continue in additional parts if you would like to hear more about my findings.
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